Why It Took Odysseus Ten Years to Get Home
We walk around the weekly farmer’s market booths, bleached sails
billowing in the breezes of June, light flitting onto tables, white linen
unfurling like water lilies, glittering bottles of blackberry jam and plates
of peach slices oozing nectar. No one in a hurry, no one in need.
We taste, make a lunch of samples, crab cakes, a handful of popcorn.
Tapping guitar strings try to recreate the 60’s, the pulpy ballads now
squeezed dry of memories. A tepid siren in the distance, but no
heads move. The afternoon slides gently away like a receding
wave, drawing into itself the stillness of the air, the sun-soaked metaphors
of completeness and a lack of care. I can’t think of anything
we still need, so why am I so hungry?
I sneak away to the car and wait for you to finish choosing the perfect corn,
I tidy up the mess, the backlog of half-busy lives. Papers on the floor
reveal the recent weeks, mail opened, placed back into envelopes and
discarded, the receipts from the auto repair, wine store, thrift shop, doctors.
I spread them out on my lap, press out the wrinkles, promise myself
to deal with them later.
Waiting for your return I stare at the passenger seat, I want to reach
across and squeeze your hand, lead your peach-juice fingers to my mouth.
Suddenly you appear, your arms full of green and silk, I pick up the pile
of receipts so you can sit down.
We are on a voyage, it seems, well-provisioned, a hull full
of overdue notices, heavy with the weight of hollow cravings. Under
cloud-covered stars we float, hold outdated charts and scan the horizon,
take turns at the rudder, skim past whirlpools and monsters, and arc
into currents circling the rocks.
Originally published in the Broadkill Review